MPI-CBG remembers Suzanne Eaton
Family and Friends
From Suzanne’s mother, Glynda:
From the day Suzanne was brought to me right after she was born—stuffed into a red Christmas stocking, Dec 23—not drowsy and sleepy but with her head up, her eyes alert, that interest in everything around her has never changed. It has been a joy to share her love of books and music, to observe the combination of a certain flamboyancy with a calm, thoughtful, steady personality. Her accomplishments are many and varied: avid gardener, accomplished pianist, black belt in taekwondo, and of course her contributions to developmental biology. She was a devoted wife and mother, and dearly loved by her family.
From her son, Max:
My mother was a remarkable woman. She managed to live a life with few regrets, balancing out her personal life with her career. I think the fact that I did not realise how well she had managed to do so was evident that other mothers around me had taken to caring for their children full time, yet mine was never outdone by any of them. Supportive and encouraging, she nurtured and supported anything that the distractible mind of my childhood would come up with, and this curiosity has stuck with me to this day. As I grew, her brilliance as a scientist began to dawn on me. Always armed with a question, she would show interest in any topic broached. Many a time I discussed topics with her that i had studied at university, and within a week, she would be as well versed in that topic as any of my professors. Yet she was far more than a scientist. Her love for music shone brightly, her eyes lit up every time she talked about a piece she was playing, and she would laugh with me in admiration of the sheer complexity of a Piano arrangement. I have many fond memories of her and my father playing duets together, filling our home with a beautiful, joyful sound that was unique to them, and i shall forever cherish the memory of lying on the floor, watching and listening to the thing that brought them together.
From Suzanne’s sister:
I can’t help but think that if Suzanne were here, she would know how to write this statement. She was good with words and it didn’t matter if it was a personal expression of grief or joy or a scientific paper on endocannabinoids.
She took great pleasure in preparing exquisite meals and had an exotic fashion sense. She loved perfume. She taught and practiced Tae Kwon Do as a second degree black belt. She finished crossword puzzles way to quickly, played concertos, and read extensively. She fit Jane Austin’s strictest description of an ‘accomplished woman’ while maintaining a natural humility and ‘insatiable curiosity’.
She worried that it was impossible to give both her science and her family her all. But anyone who read of her accomplishments in the field of molecular and developmental biology, or who witnessed her joy in tutoring, comforting, and inspiring her children, or sharing with, and loving her husband, would not have suspected. With a deep sensitivity and compassion, she somehow made us all a priority.
We are immensely proud of her. Sue is too great a person for her legacy to be defined in any way by how we lost her. It was her words that finally helped me deal with death, and she was in the process of teaching me how to live. So, I will continue on that journey. I have made a conscious decision not to allow those facts to haunt my memory. My memory will be one of pure joy and gratitude, of love and admiration for an arm in arm sister, a closest confidant, a strong, kind, brilliant, selfless human being who made indelible contributions to science and added immeasurable beauty to our lives.
From her brother, Rob:
I have lost a sister. The world has lost more than it will ever know. Suzanne brought a new perspective to everything. As a scientist she would pull together the threads of common knowledge from other disciplines to create profound new understandings in her own. As a chef she could make the most exotic dish seem simple and homey.
I will miss our animated conversations. I would always walk away with a head full of new ideas and enthusiasm. Most of all I will miss the kindest, wisest person I will probably ever know.
From the President of the Max Planck Society:
Suzanne was an outstanding scientist and a wonderful human being. She has been a key person, an essential pillar of the Institute right from its very beginning. She played a big part in making the MPI-CBG one of the world's leading Institutes and in making Dresden a beacon of science known throughout the world. The Max Planck Society will forever remember Suzanne for all she contributed to our community and far beyond.
From the MPI-CBG Research Group Leaders (RGLs):
Over a plate of salad, at the Center for Systems Biology in Dresden only a few weeks ago, Suzanne was giddy with excitement at the prospect of modelling her experimental system. She was absolutely determined to describe her ideas to her lunch mates which included deriving differential equations to explain her point. In these moments, Suzanne’s eyes and face would shine and she would gesticulate emphatically with her hands. Doing all of these things together is not easy whilst simultaneously eating the salad from a plate!
Suzanne, had an all-encompassing enthusiasm, wonder and curiosity for the natural world fuelled by her desire to understand life’s intricate inner workings. She had a huge amount of depth and breadth for her subject, built upon 25 years of work with Drosophila. She was a world-renowned scientist who was a key player in developmental biology, respected and loved by the wide international community. Over the years, she focused her brilliant mind on addressing questions in signalling, tissue mechanics and, more recently, regulation of metabolism during development. She has been integral in bringing mathematical modelling to a predominantly experimental field.
Suzanne’s unconstrained approach towards science was also reflected in her approach to life. Suzanne was incredibly well read, making her a rich source of literature to many of the faculty members. Peculiarly, she “almost knew by heart, War and Peace, by Tolstoy”. She managed to balance her role as a Group Leader with being a mother of two sons; a proud owner of two whippets; an avid piano player and a hobbyist gardener. She was also a passionate athlete earning a black belt in Taekwondo and enjoying long bike rides. Everybody admired how she found the perfect balance between work, family and making time for herself without compromise. With this and so many other things, Suzanne was a role model for men and women, showing that a balanced life is possible for women in science.
Suzanne was a founding member of the MPI-CBG and played a crucial role in making this institute a hotbed of scientific discovery and a warm and welcoming, inclusive place to work. We were always struck by her ability to ask the most unexpected, pertinent, and interesting questions and she had a remarkable talent at quickly connecting separate topics to formulate a completely new idea that held real potential. These moments of insight as she entertained wholly fresh and new ideas were often underlined with exclamations, among them some of our favourites were “Gosh!”, “Yes!”, “Wow!”, and “Ha, this is so interesting!”. Her passion for science was absolutely contagious and a true inspiration to all of us. We remember conversations with her as highly imaginative and as some of the most creative and exciting scientific interactions that we have ever had. There are endless things we will miss about her, but her genuine openness, her capacity to share and her collaborative spirit were truly special. She was always someone we could exchange ideas with and be inspired in return. Her example of a joyous and graceful approach to science and life has enriched us all. Suzanne will always be a part of us and the way we will carry our science into the future, at CBG and beyond.
From the MPI-CBG Board of Directors:
What we most feared over the past week has become reality. The entire MPI-CBG community mourns the passing of Suzanne Eaton, who died tragically in Crete on July 2, 2019. She was at the heart of our institute: one of the pioneers that came to Dresden with her husband Tony at the start to develop what has become a model of collaborative, interdisciplinary science. Interwoven in the leadership team as one of only four tenured senior Research Group Leaders, she has been a close intimate colleague and friend, adored by all the Directors of the MP-CBG. We have lost a great talent, a beloved colleague, a wonderful friend. Suzanne was an outstanding scientist, well known for her ground-breaking research in developmental biology. Suzanne had a huge impact on the development of our institute in that she bridged different disciplines – biology, physics and mathematics – and as such inspired the interdisciplinarity that has characterized the research at the MPI-CBG since its conception. Her research brought prestige to our Institute. Her thinking was deep, original, comprehensive. She was a bright spirit that brought people together and so was not only an important figure for the Institute but for the whole Dresden campus. She was the scientist to consult for her wide knowledge, respected and loved by the international life science community. She was the first to ask questions at seminars. She was the educator who taught how to continually grow and renew one’s skills. She was a caring spouse and mother of a beautiful family. She was an inspiring role model for women in science as well as for young scientists. Our thoughts and prayers are with her family. We will never forget the vibrant look in her eyes, her stimulating repartee, her candor and fervor for science. It has been our privilege to have spent so many wonderful and full years together. We will remember her forever for the exciting discoveries, for the many moments of joy that her grace and brilliant mind have given us, and for the wonderful devoted caring person who enriched all our lives.
From the Eaton lab:
No words can fully describe how we feel after losing Suzanne, and it is difficult to accept that she is really gone. She was our leader, our role-model, our mentor, our friend. The person we relied on most to guide our way through this long and challenging journey of academic research and lead us to our next career stage. Her mentorship style balanced support and independence in a way that appeared effortless. She was someone truly special, one we all admired and respected. Her sudden and tragic death has left us stunned and enveloped in deep, deep sorrow.
How privileged we feel, however, to have worked with this woman. Academic research can be arduous, but she provided us with an endless supply of positivity, smiles, and encouragement. Her curiosity and enthusiasm for discovery was infectious. Even in the darkest hour of the project, she could be uplifting and convince us that we were doing well. She believed in us when we didn’t. Any result we showed her, she would get excited about it, and she would remember it for a long time to come – sometimes long after we ourselves had forgotten. She would generate so many new ideas for what to do next - we often left meetings with our heads spinning. She embraced each result as a real clue to the truth and thought deeply about it. Even a few minutes of conversation with her had the potential to provide important fresh perspective.
Beyond her passion and enthusiasm, it was her broad curiosity and brilliant capacity to take in and synthesize information from multiple areas that made her exceptional. One has only to glance at her publication list to recognize the breadth of her interests and the depth of her knowledge – everything from lipid biochemistry, to hormonal control of organismal development, to signal transduction, to biophysics of tissue morphogenesis and growth and more. If you ever saw her at a scientific conference, she would be the one always asking an insightful question after nearly every talk, no matter the subject matter, in the most elegant, respectful voice (not to mention while dressed in the most stylish outfit). Training as a member of her team meant learning and discussing so much more of science than what was most directly related to our projects. This exposure will undoubtedly prepare us well for our next endeavors.
For better or for worse, Suzanne loved the big, hard questions in science. Nearly all her publications are very long, beautifully written, multiple authored, and interdisciplinary masterpieces. Even if we wanted a short story, she wouldn’t be satisfied. We did not always agree, but she was open to discussion, and we could work together to produce an elegant piece of work that satisfied us all. With every project, she sought to really answer a question that will push the field forward. Her approach and style forced us to go after what is challenging with determination, dedication, and optimism. There was so much more to learn from her - endless knowledge.
Finally, aside from her significant scientific abilities, we recognized her as a fantastic human being. We all fondly remember conversations with her that extended beyond science, to family, music, language, books, politics, gardening, travel, feminism… the list is almost endless. She was confident yet humble, strong yet also kind and generous. How lucky we were to have someone with such a vibrant personality in our lives, showing us by example how to live a full life.
We cannot thank Suzanne enough for all she did to help us grow as scientists and people, for making the time to discuss science with us, and for assembling and nurturing such a fantastic team of coworkers. With help from the exceptional scientific community in Dresden that she helped build, we will continue her work, because we believed in her vision. At every turn we will be wondering, “What would Suzanne say?” If we found something inconsistent with our current hypothesis, she would say, “That’s funny!” with an elegant laugh. If it was something completely new, she would say “That’s fascinating!” Either way, with sincere enthusiasm and surprise. We still hear her voice and her laugh and smell the waft of her perfume. We will hold that memory tight in our hearts forever, and we will do our very best to honor her and make her proud.
Suzanne, you have left an indelible mark on all our lives. We miss you dearly.
Suzanne came to my lab when Tony moved to Heidelberg and to EMBL. She wanted to learn epithelial cell biology and I was thrilled to get such a talented scientist to join the group. Suzanne dutifully started a project that I thought would be a good way to enter the field but soon she took over and designed her own project that gave her a flying start into mingling cell biological approaches into her research on her favorite organ, the Drosophila wing disc. Soon we all moved to Dresden to build up MPI-CBG and then Suzanne really took over. She was the one who took the lead in realizing our ambitious mission of finding out how cells form tissues. We wanted to combine cell biology, developmental biology and physics and Suzanne became our pathfinder. Who else had the depth of knowledge that was required for this Herculean task - Suzanne was in her own league. Her research on how morphogens, metabolism and mechanics interact to drive morphogenesis moved her into the global elite of this distinguished field.
Suzanne was indeed a remarkable person. One could say that she represented a modern renaissance scientist in the sheer scope of her activities. She was a wife, a mother, a musician. She loved sports, culture and above all science. Science was her passion. Her all-round personality made her a master in connecting facts and findings in separate fields to come up with startling explanations. And then this overwhelming enthusiasm that makes impossible possible. When she said: “Wow, this is so interesting” she really meant it. And she did that often! Wasn’t it amazing how Suzanne could ask questions at seminars, at any seminar? She could ask questions on any subject matter and more importantly, these were questions that you could see that also the speaker was amazed at. She hit the nail with her incisive remarks!
As her mentor I learned a lot from her myself. I was always struck by her passion not only for science but also for the scientists around her. When there were problems she always tried to emphasize the positive aspects and she really wanted to help! Suzanne has been an outstanding role model for our whole community. Both her way of doing research and her compassion for others have been inspiring and will be more important than ever in these troubling times.
From her old friend, Rebecca:
It is heart-breaking to write about Suzanne in the past tense. Many of us feel our lives were enriched immeasurably by having Suzanne as a colleague and friend. As fellow scientists, we were inspired by her boundless curiosity for solving biological puzzles, for example how the wing of the fruit fly gets its particular shape and pattern. Her imagination and passion for discovery has led to fundamental new insights into how molecular and physical signals are transferred within a tissue. Suzanne’s career is amazing not only for the discoveries she made, but also for the caring mentorship she provided to her colleagues and the members of her laboratory. As a person, Suzanne possessed a grace and sweetness that one rarely encounters. She loved complicated things and was a master at many of them, like playing concertos on the piano, cooking fabulous dishes without a recipe, and achieving a black belt in Tae Kwon Do. She meant so much to those who knew her, and the legacy of her scientific achievements will continue to inspire an entire field of biologists.
Suzanne broke the mold. She seamlessly navigated so many different areas of life. A conversation during our usual dog walks on the meadow along the Elbe would include entering a whole world of her latest novel and nonfiction reads and suddenly incite curiosity about her latest scientific question in the lab and then on to Max and Luke’s latest feats and challenges, her family in the US, her planned trips to see friends, excitement about her next gardening venture, and the latest move she was working on in Tae Kwon Do. In a scientific and multidisciplinary approach to Tae Kwon Do, she would demonstrate the arc, speed and body choreography needed to achieve the backwards flying kick, always so modest about her abilities. After a dog walk she would want to play for me the latest piano piece she was “working on” although it already sounded like a well-finessed concert piece and then she would make her latest discovery of a tea while considering what special dish she would cook for dinner with well-chosen fresh ingredients from the Schillerplatz market and maybe a few pepper varieties she had grown from her brother’s seeds.
I thought I knew what it meant to be a strong woman, but Suzanne broke the mold, she lived beyond definition. She embodied conflicting qualities: the beautiful, the messy, the laser-sharp, the not-so-sure, strong and yet worrier extraordinaire when it came to her loved ones, stormy and serene, compassionate and no-nonsense, never having enough time and yet so generous with her time and her attention for others. She had a refinement and a robustness.
Even in grieving Suzanne, I experience how the awful and the exquisite of life can actually exist together at the same time. In this heartbreaking time, so many have reached out for her and her family with love and offer of community in the most generous ways. Even in her passing, her qualities remain as the ripple effect in each of us and I continue to learn from her.
Campus, Dresden Friends and Colleagues
I am very sad about the loss of Suzanne who was my mentor throughout my PhD. I remember the many days and evenings when I was sitting at Suzanne’s home writing reports or preparing for important talks. When the work day was over, or when the kids were sick, Suzanne still would find time to support her young, and sometimes stressed-out, PhD students. She taught me so much and truly influenced my way of thinking and shaped the scientist I have become.
I will cherish my memories of Suzanne and I will remember her beautiful mind and the person who showed me how to approach science and life in a truly unique and unbiased way.
Suzanne, to be kept in mind and heart is not to die, is to stay alive.
It is said if you want to remember something important then give it one-word association. I thought, what could be this word for Suzanne? – Air! In a few minutes’ conversation, a murky issue became as clear as an air cube. I don’t think I have ever met anyone so genuinely interested in anything she happened to touch in her scientific life - from feeding habits of flies high in Himalayas to ion trajectories in a quadrupole guide. Chatting with her was anything but light faculty conversation. Whenever we met at the cafeteria, we hardly finished a cup of coffee without making yet another super-interesting research plan – of course, only because, as she once coined, “Lipids are essential for life”. Lipids and we are missing you, Dr. Eaton.
From Britta and Stefan with Jonathan and Tabea:
Sitting on the sunny terrace of a nice little restaurant in Dresden not even a month ago and celebrating the birthday of one of her son’s closest friends (who happens to be also a very close friend of our son) will stay our last of many fond memories of spending time together with Suzanne. The boys were sharing their plans for the summer, which party to join or host, which festival to go to, which country to visit. And we, over a glass of good wine, shared the best recipes on how to prepare asparagus. Suzanne did not just brighten the dawn with her orange top, but even more so with her smile, her warm voice, her calming, welcoming personality, and the sparkle in her eyes when she shared her favorite asparagus recipe with us. We will forever cherish these memories in our hearts.
Suzanne was a truly remarkable person, a world citizen who made the environments she lived in a better place, a role model who showed all of us how to make a positive difference in the world. She was able to balance her passion for science, music, literature, fine cuisine, sports, with loving her family and raising two wonderful young men. We are infinitely grateful and feel most honored for having been able to share part of our lives with Suzanne. Her example will guide our ways in the future. The memory of her positive enthusiasm and curiosity will be a beacon for us, also when we may encounter the darker side of life and this world. Dear Suzanne, may your spirit keep soring through the stars.
Suzanne was an amazing scientist.
I found out only recently, that one of her passions was science fiction. I don’t recall how the subject came up, but I remember how she at first acted embarrassed about reading this “extremely long and fat” science fiction tome. “As any good science fiction book ought to be!” she exclaimed. It was about a planet where intelligent spiders reigned, built a civilization and grappled with moral and societal issues that only arachnids would ever face. The details are unimportant. Suzanne went deep, fully determined to tell me everything she learned from that book. I was probably busy and wanted to cut the conversation short, but that was never possible with Suzanne. We went through the book in full. How I wish now to have more such conversations with her.
There was nothing fiction about her science. Her science was rock solid and she will live forever through the discoveries she made. I will always remember the passion and depth she applied to everything she did - in science and in life.
"Suzanne, I was lucky enough to work in your lab, that was in the “old days”, 1998, about two years before moving from EMBL Heidelberg to MPI-CBG Dresden. You gave me your trust from the beginning, and I mean it. Because at the time the MPI-CBG administration had a lot to do, so my contract was not fully ready and you gave me my two first months’ salary from your own bank account! That’s just one of many examples of how you would make people around you simply feel good and willing to give their best. To repay my debt to the fullest is not possible now, or maybe it is, by keeping that spirit of yours, full of curiosity and generosity, and share that spirit with as many people as possible, well, looks like it’s already started… Thank you Suzanne."
I lost a great colleague. When I started as an RGL at MPI-CBG, I did start with the question: Will this all work out? Suzanne was tremendously helpful, extremely encouraging, and a gentle and lovable person at the Institute who once (despite being busy with her own science) took her time to read a manuscript of mine on a topic totally unrelated to what she was working on. And she came up with strong suggestions and with encouraging words that helped a lot to get the story published with ease. As a former RGL, I am very grateful that I got the chance to meet and interact with Suzanne. My thoughts are with her and Tony, their kids, and I would like to send a big hug to all my former colleagues at MPI-CBG. We all had a great privilege to experience Suzanne as one of our most precious colleagues.
It is disturbing to find out that a beautiful soul, an impressive, and always highly involved colleague has been taken from us. I will always remember Suzanne's energizing smile! I will always remember her as a very active contributor to equality and equity on the campus, always raising her interest in forming a collaborative and diverse community, always willing to guide younger scientist towards top-notch science. She brought in her fantastic personality into several search commissions for us and paid always respect to all aspects of the process. Thank you, Suzanne!
Suzanne was an extraordinarily passionate, enthusiastic and sharp scientist. She was constantly juggling with fresh and new ideas and was inspiring people around her to do the same. I remember our meetings as some of the most creative, exciting scientific interactions I had. Her open, approachable personality made her a fantastic colleague to talk to; she was someone you could always exchange with and be inspired in return. Starting a conversation with her, she would say “yes! and…”, and ideas and knowledge would flow. She was a positive force of science and kindness that will be sorely missed.
From Alena and Andrey:
The life of Suzanne, a beautiful, athletic, kind woman at the peak of her creativity, was cut short. Suzanne, a beloved and loving wife and mother of two sons who grew up before our eyes. Suzanne loved and respected by everyone who has ever worked with her.
We have known her for over 20 years. This is so long and yet too short ... Tony and Suzanne supported our first steps in a new country, into a new life. We are grateful for having met her. We are happy that we have had these 20 years. And we will always remember her as she was - strong, beautiful, calm, confident, intelligent, sensitive, sympathetic and benevolent.
My thoughts accompany Max and Luke, and Tony, and other Suzanne's relatives, as well as all of her close friends and colleagues, and in particular those I know at the MPI-CBG. Suzanne is still present in my soul and will continue to be so. Working with Suzanne daily has been a great privilege that only a few people had the chance to take, and I'm so happy to have been one of those. Suzanne was such an endearing human being. She had such a talent to imprint the passion of doing science; such a talent to transmit her excitement; such a talent to inspire students and postdocs by seeding groundbreaking ideas that can blossom like spring flowers on a fertile soil. She transmitted the virus of "science excitement" and the good thing is: there is no cure for it. Jumping all around while discovering new results, she also leaves an amazing source of energy and joy, deep in my mind. Always moving with a remarkable ease like the movements of the very coordinated biological processes she had been studying... may Suzanne's energy and joy, in our heart, enlighten all of us, and inspire new generations of scientists. Suzanne would have had the energy to turn tears of distress into tears of joy.
I can't stop thinking about her since the day she went missing. I know nobody can either. I remember her vividly. When I went for my PhD interviews, it was her lab that I wanted to join due to my infatuation with polarity. She wasn't hiring my round, but I did end up working on polarity still. Throughout my PhD, when my project was ripe and presentable, I'd meet with her to discuss my humble findings. I remember feeling so small sitting in front of a formidable mind like hers and talking about my project that I knew not a lot of people would appreciate its hard work and impact. She did. Her enthusiasm and her lit up eyes were too good to be true - they were enough signs for me that I was on the right track. I couldn't believe how someone so established would find something exciting in my project. But that's who she was: a person so kind and humble who found the time amidst her endless responsibilities, and who found appreciation for the littlest of things. We'd meet on Polarity conferences outside of MPI where she would entertain everyone with her piano skills and thrilling stories. She was the perfect role model for a female scientist who balanced her work and life in amazing control and lightness. I feel deeply sad for losing a personal hero and that we now live in a world without her much needed opinion and spirit. Thank you, Suzanne, for sharing this life with us and for touching every one you've met so deeply. You‘ll live on forever in our hearts
Suzanne was a fantastic colleague. Starting a discussion with Suzanne would usually lead to a truly inspirational scientific interaction with many new ideas and concepts, not only because she was extremely knowledgeable about so many different topics but also because she was immediately genuinely enthusiastic about new scientific questions. I will always remember her as an absolutely brilliant scientist and an extraordinarily kind person.
Suzanne and I were postdocs together in Tom Kornberg's lab between 1990 and 1993. Suzanne was one of the sweetest tempered and congenial people I have ever worked with. We shared a love for the science, working on related projects, trying to understand patterning of Drosophila wings. Suzanne was instrumental in introducing me to the techniques I needed in a fly lab since I had only worked with yeast and bacteria before that time. We also shared many extracurricular interested. We were both avid knitters and once took an afternoon off for an excursion to a colossal knitting store called “Straw Into
Gold” that was located in the East Bay. We both loved to cycle although with very different goals. I went slow and did a lot of sightseeing while Suzanne made sure she out pedaled anyone who dared to ride with her. Suzanne was very passionate about her grand piano. When she got her own apartment, the movers had to take out the front window and use a hoist to get the piano into her flat. Even more amazing was that she sent the piano by sea, through the Panama Canal, all the way to Europe when she moved to Germany. I can't imagine that Suzanne is gone. She was so dynamic and vital. My condolences to her family, friends, and colleagues.
We spoke of our literary salon when we would get old, a salon of 2, all the books you told me about, the shows we loved, how you would make the most astute connections across fact, fiction and philosophy, most of all, of all the hugs, yours was always the warmest, the tightest, you made me feel safe and loved - now, there is a giant void, with time, books and thoughts will fill that up, i will still talk with you and that space will populate
I will miss you so very much. And I promise to keep my promise to you of reading War And Peace.
I knew Suzanne as a graduate student, when I was her Ph.D. advisor at UCLA. She was remarkable in so many ways—bright, beautiful and full of life. Many aspects of her scientific excellence and vivacious character have been described by others. I can mention a few other characteristics. Before she even joined my lab, Suzanne wrote a term paper for an Immunology course and I had the privilege of grading her paper. It was an excellent treatment of a very difficult and controversial topic in immunology. After she joined the lab I asked her why she chose such a difficult topic for her paper and she said it was because she didn’t understand the topic and wanted to learn. Amazing curiosity and courage! Another thing I, and those in the lab at the time, and members of my family will always remember about Suzanne is that she was a wonderful mimic and terribly funny. No one could match her for a re-enactment of Monty Python’s “Cheese Shop” skit.
Her tragic death is devastating for us all, and my special sympathy goes out to her family.
I have just heard that the insane local farmer that took your life in Crete, is arrested. Surprisingly, I do not feel any consolation. I have found myself in an anxious state of sadness since you disappeared.
My dearest colleague at the “bay of pigs”, as you called it, in Parnassus, from thirty years ago, is not here anymore. I will not be able to make jokes with you again and talk to you in Spanish to see if you still remember it. I will not be able to sit with you in your office, or in a meeting somewhere in the world (Germany, Spain or Vietnam) and chat about how people lives in Sampan boats, how lipid composition affects endocytosis, how mechanical tension drives epithelial folding, American politics or …….
You liked traveling, traveling in person and traveling with your imagination. This easiness for wandering through facts, hypothesis, marvels and beauty is something that I have always admired in you and I am sure I was not the only one.
I fail to understand how is possible that in this last trip the ticket was just one-way.
I am going to miss you a lot.
Suzanne was one of the very first people we met in the Institute when we arrived in Dresden in 2001. Ever since she has been a wonderful colleague and friend. She stood out for her brightness and inquisitive mind, her enthusiasm was contagious. Who does not remember her pointy questions at seminars, drawing connections which would bring together separate fields? Suzanne was so full of joy, humor and a genuine passion for science, and passion for life. It was also the same in her life and with her friends. I cannot remember an occasion with her, whether in the middle of a TAC or just being together somewhere when we would not laugh. A lot. I especially remember an enchanting afternoon with Suzanne, Tony and the kids on the terrace at Zaza, overlooking the city while the sun was setting. Our kids were playing together, we would be cheerful, all of our lives were still in front of us, time would stand still. In my memory, Suzanne, you will always be there as in those magic moments. Your grace intact. Your smile a gift.
Just over 30 years ago I had the extraordinarily good luck of being Suzanne's rotation student at UCLA in Kathryn Calame's lab. I quickly realized I was matched with a force of nature. What exuberant radiance! I was immediately in awe of her brilliant, nimble intellect and rapier wit: so smart, so extraordinarily multi-talented, so funny, so all-around fierce - while simultaneously being compassionate, encouraging, welcoming, and optimistic, evaporating the insecurities of a new mentee. A typical lab conversation: deconstructing the persona of the Vampire Lestat and critiquing Anne Rice's narrative style while transfecting plasmacytomas and ideating about enhancer/promoter function after (secretly) using Kathryn's office as a workout changing room. She made me feel like I belonged. Suzanne's passionate and indefatigable enthusiasm for scientific and artistic thought, her fearlessness in pursuing, creating, defending, and challenging ideas, her inclusivity, sense of justice and fairness, her hilariously irreverent sense of fun, inspired me so much then and made such an enduringly powerful impression that continued to encourage me and help me nurture others better ever since. Although we did not stay much in contact, I was happy to finally tell her all that when we last met in person at a reunion for Kathryn's lab several years ago. Suzanne will always be among those who have been so influential and positive in one's life - even if it was for a brief time - who manage to occupy a very unique and special place in the psyche and heart that you take everywhere with you, it affects everything, it never goes away. It is where her radiance always burns bright.
Suzanne’s UCLA family cherishes that time with her, we are with you all.
The spark of excitement in Suzanne's eyes with the realization of a new insight about science or life was contagious. It inspired many, including me, to always be curious. Her humility despite her extra ordinary intelligence has left an indelible mark on me. She was not only a champion of the fruit-fly community and genetics, but also of biophysics and biochemistry. I was always in awe of her ability to tackle a problem from multiple perspectives. Suzanne carried in her the spirit of the institute bringing scientists and people together. I will forever treasure her acquaintance and remember her for her ingenuity.
The first time I rode my bike over the Golden Gate Bridge, up over the Marin Headlands, was with Suzanne. She gathered a handful of us postdocs for a challenging but glorious 25-mile ride before we headed to the lab. I probably rode with her just a few times, but those memories are among my most vivid from those early days in San Francisco. We were strong and free and adventurous. That’s how I'll remember Suzanne - racing downhill from Hawk Hill with the Pacific Ocean glistening below.
We were also running buddies - she always wanted to get to the top of a Strawberry Hill in Golden Gate Park, though I might have turned around sooner without her. She told me she couldn’t run in the botanical garden, because she would have to stop and admire and smell the flowers too often, breaking her steady stride. From what I’ve learned of Suzanne’s life since she left San Francisco over two decades ago, she did indeed stop to admire and smell the flowers, both literally and metaphorically, while maintaining her commitment to science, to the arts, to family and friends.
I’m thinking of Suzanne while I’m volunteering at Flower Piano in the San Francisco Botanical Garden today (#flowerpiano). Though this annual event didn’t happen when Suzanne and I were postdocs close by at UCSF, I know that if it had, she would have been here, sharing her passion for music and a smile with whomever wandered by. I feel your spirit, Suzanne - you’ll be deeply missed by many around the world.